Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir baba\u2026Kuzu etinden imal edilmi\u015f yaprak d\u00f6neri \u00e7ok severmi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn can\u0131 yaprak d\u00f6neri \u00e7ok \u00e7ekmi\u015f. Babas\u0131n\u0131n iste\u011fini fark eden o\u011flu, alm\u0131\u015f babas\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fczel bir lokantaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u2026 Baba, yeme\u011fi \u00f6nce kendisi yemek istemi\u015f\u2026 Ancak ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi zay\u0131fl\u0131k sonucu elleri titredi\u011fi i\u00e7in lokmay\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedi\u011fi her seferinde \u00fczerine d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, ya\u011f\u0131 sakal\u0131na damlam\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lokantadaki insanlar\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da p\u00fcrdikkat onlar\u0131n \u00fczerindeymi\u015f\u2026 A\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar, alayc\u0131 tav\u0131rlar, surat ek\u015fitmelerle arada bir ya\u015fl\u0131 babaya bak\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f. Bir s\u00fcre sonra o\u011flu sab\u0131r ve itina ile lokmalar\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na koymaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nihayet yemek bitmi\u015f ve o\u011flu babas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p lavaboya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, elini-y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc iyice y\u0131kam\u0131\u015f, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silip temizlemi\u015f, sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131-sakal\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltip taram\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerini silip g\u00f6z\u00fcne takm\u0131\u015f, ard\u0131ndan da koluna girip d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lokantada bulunanlar\u0131n hakaretamiz bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 onlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 umursamayan \u00e7ocu\u011fun ise y\u00fcz\u00fcnde hep tebess\u00fcm varm\u0131\u015f, babas\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi yemekten yiyip lezzet ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yemek paras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6deyip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorlard\u0131 ki, arkalardan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir amca seslenmi\u015f:\u2013 Hey evlat, burada bir \u015fey b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmad\u0131n m\u0131?Az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra \u00e7ocuk cevap vermi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hay\u0131r, masada bir \u015fey b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sanm\u0131yorum!Ya\u015fl\u0131 amca:\u2013 Hay\u0131r evlat, yan\u0131l\u0131yorsun. Sen burada \u00e7ok de\u011ferli bir \u015fey b\u0131rak\u0131p gidiyorsun!\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ne b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki amca?!\u2013 Sen burada, her evlat i\u00e7in bir ders ve her baba i\u00e7in bir umut b\u0131rak\u0131p da gidiyorsun!\u2026Tam bir sessizlik h\u00e2kim olmu\u015ftu salona\u2026 Herkes yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden utan\u00e7 duyuyordu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unutmu\u015flard\u0131 bir an, her s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131da babalar\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131:\u2013 Baba! \u015eunu istiyorum.\u2013 Baba! Bana \u015funu al.\u2013 Baba! \u015eu okulda, \u015fu \u00fcniversitede okumak istiyorum, \u015fu kadar har\u00e7 gerekiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Baba! Okul masraflar\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015fu kadar para laz\u0131m.\u2013 Baba! Falan \u015fehre gezmeye gitmek istiyorum, para ver.\u2013 Baba! Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmde bana ne ald\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Baba!\u2026\u2013 Baba!\u2026Ama bir defa olsun dememi\u015flerdi sanki:\u2013 Yan\u0131mdas\u0131n ya baba, benim i\u00e7in her \u015feye de\u011fer ve yeter!\u2026\u2013 Babam! Senin yan\u0131nda olmak benim i\u00e7in bir d\u00fcnyad\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hep sahip olmak istediklerimizden s\u00f6ylenip durduk, yokluklar\u0131m\u0131zdan sitem edip \u015fik\u00e2yet\u00e7i olduk\u2026 Ama belki de hi\u00e7 sormad\u0131k ona:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Baba! Senin benden bir iste\u011fin var m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7o\u011fumuza sormu\u015flard\u0131r kesin \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuzda, \u201cAnneni mi \u00e7ok seviyorsun, baban\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d diye. \u0130lk ba\u015fta \u201cHer ikisini.\u201d desek de az \u0131srar sonucu utanarak, s\u0131k\u0131larak k\u0131s\u0131k sesle, \u201cAnnemi.\u201d diyorduk; buna ra\u011fmen baba i\u00e7indeki ac\u0131y\u0131 bize hissettirmeden tebess\u00fcm ediyordu. Kim bilir, belki de herkesin yan\u0131nda utan\u0131yordu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama bir g\u00fcn gelir de kay\u0131p giderse elinden, aile fertlerinin g\u00fczel ya\u015famas\u0131 i\u00e7in ne t\u00fcr zahmetlere katland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fte o zaman anlars\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da baba hakk\u0131nda bir sure inmi\u015f olsayd\u0131, kesin babaya da yemin edilirdi:Andolsun ekmek kokan nas\u0131rl\u0131 ellerine!\u2026Andolsun hep kayg\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan g\u00f6zlerine!\u2026Andolsun i\u00e7ine akan kutsal g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na!\u2026Andolsun keder da\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen y\u00fcce kalbine!\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And olsun gururuna, garipli\u011fine, kadri bilinmeyen kadrine!Cennet senin ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda olmasa da\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir baba\u2026Kuzu etinden imal edilmi\u015f yaprak d\u00f6neri \u00e7ok severmi\u015f\u2026 Bir g\u00fcn can\u0131 yaprak d\u00f6neri \u00e7ok \u00e7ekmi\u015f. Babas\u0131n\u0131n iste\u011fini fark eden o\u011flu, alm\u0131\u015f babas\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fczel bir lokantaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u2026 Baba, yeme\u011fi \u00f6nce kendisi yemek istemi\u015f\u2026 Ancak ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi zay\u0131fl\u0131k sonucu elleri titredi\u011fi i\u00e7in lokmay\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedi\u011fi her seferinde \u00fczerine d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, ya\u011f\u0131 sakal\u0131na damlam\u0131\u015f\u2026 Lokantadaki …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[4965,4966],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5815","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bimola","category-hikaye"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"views":811,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7k56R-1vN","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5815"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5816,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815\/revisions\/5816"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5815"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5815"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.bilisimonline.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5815"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}